Where do you go when you´re lonely?

Why does it always rain on me?
That´s a question I´ve been years trying to answer. Seems like maybe I´m "messeble up" I just made up a word. No sense.
You know, I´ve been trying to be nice, to be good, honest and respect people, try to keep the calm when somebody screw things up just to try to be a nice person.
But what about when somebody mess up with me.

You can hate me, talk behind my back, in front of me, indirectly to me, in every language you want to. But do not make yourself an innocent place of it. Do not come and play with my mind and say "I´ve never done that"

Dude, don´t screw it up more that already is.