I don´t care whoever passes judgement on my reasons

I´ve been lied to and I´ve been pushed around
I forgive and try to let it out
but it seems time won´t let me never forget
all this time of no "I´m sorry"´s or regret

I been nice, maybe even too much
I will try to keep the smile in soft and rough
don´t come and hide the hand you´ve been using
throwing rocks at walls just seems same as confusing

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So what if one of these days
I decide to let it go
Stop laughing I´ll start wearing my black clothes

What if I just stop believing
every single word they say
Misstreated understimated left away
That´s why "naive" used to be my name

Seems God wanted me to find on way
people like this who likes to play mind games
I´ve never been the kind of lying
never in the back

And everybody can stay with you
I won´t get mad or get out of tune
It´s only me that feels hurt
Don´t ask me to forget cause that´s too much